No letters from you today, no messages, no calls...I feel so empty.  So this is it.  Am not that important to you anymore.  In a span of couple of days, you forgot me and am one of those discarded and forgotten.

It hurts a lot, I have agreed to your terms.  But still it's not good enough, I have to be avoided and treated like pariah.  Do you realized how hurt I felt?  Do you realized the sacrifices I did just to keep you?  I guess, its not important, like am not important to you.

Should I say goodbye to you now?  Is that it?  Is that what you're waiting for, babe?  Are you waiting for me to do it, so the blame would be on me?  I wanted to send all these prose to you, all these hurtful notes and emotions that I pour out here on my blogs just for you.

Are people in love always have to go through with all these hurdles?  Why is it so hard to love the one you really love?  Why is it so elusive when you really love that someone?

Oh, gosh, oh, my gosh...I love you so much! I knew I loved you before I met you, I have been waiting for you all my life, I won't let you pass me by, babe.  I love you so much!  I will just be here, waiting for you, waiting for you to turn and look at me.  Waiting for you to remember that there is someone behind you, waiting for you to reach back and take their hand.  I will be content to just watch you from afar, I will be content to just love you from a distance.  I will be happy if you honor me as your best friend, your angel.  I would gladly accept everything, just as long as you stay, just as long as you're here again.  Please come back.  Please, please come back.